Well, its less than 10 days till departure and the lessons are already beginning. My IMAC G5 and Iphone both died, leaving me feeling really angry, disconnected, powerless and out of control. Learning to let go is difficult for me, I have a lot of defense mechanisms protecting my soft heart.
I've had a chance to reflect tonight and look at things differently, and have realized that maybe the ashram life will be able to contain all that I am. So that I may be able to let down my defenses and truly be. An absolute surrender to something greater than me. I love to be apart of a community and serving, having a place and a reason for being. Supported and nurtured to grow,heal and expand. Having faith in the outcome and acceptance of the journey. I will be ok, I don't need to fight anymore, and I will open my heart.
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