India is so psychic and intense, I'm in the middle of heart stuff right now and the universe/divine will not let me escape! lol It's not about talking to anyone here anymore,looking outside myself or looking for guru's or anything. It's about going in and dealing with energy that is blocked and needs to be moved and released. Vipassana is a week away, i'm nervous cause this is about facing the bear in the cave. I know when I make it through I will have made head way. But right now the energy in my chest is intense, I'm loving burning incense right now and talking with my inner child being home and alone. Some lessons are hardest learnt and this is one.