Today is a drizzly grey day, anyone wanna meet up for a beer and a snuggle!! lol. All this inner work has me wanting to party and let loose! Every saturday or sunday night the rental palace/hall next door throws a dance party, last night they were given er.... I wanted to get loaded and go dance my tits off, it sounded like burning man out there. Alas, I'm still dealing with diarrhea and by 9:00 i'm exhausted, so ear plugs in and to bed. I came home last night to the paddle lock on my door not working and having to call a guy in and take it apart which took half an hour..a bolt cutter would have worked in a minute. I was raised to clean up after myself and keep things tidy, some how I often get saddled up with the gals that don't keep things clean at all. Like the gal I share a washroom with, its a tiled room with toilet and shower, so I rinse my way out so it is clean for her. I come in and there is mud prints on floor and one day she dumped her floor sweepings in toilet and left the dirt and cockroach bodies on the toilet seat! gross! So I told her and she cleaned it saying she wasn't aware, really?? lol So,my diet is good, I'm feeling safe and secure where I meditate..well, more than I was ;) I have moments when I leave meditation and I feel like I"m floating on clouds and i"m soooo mellow and life feels sweet! Other days, I have so much crap come up I want to unscrew my head and punt it into the river!! There is no escape from ones self. I love to open my eyes from a meditation to see the puppies crashed in the grass in front of me waiting for me to open my eyes. I love em! Even the really gruff guy now comes up and paws my leg wanting me to pet him. I've starting looking into group tours to mount Kailash, as that seems to be the only way to do it. I'm waiting for the travel planner to get back to me. Its hard to plan ahead an not worry, and try to be in the moment. its a dance for sure. So many things to consider. I know it will come together as it should. So weird, it has not been often I remember dreaming, but since I've arrived in Pune I dream every night and remember a fair amount of it, they are vivid and usually a friend in it. Last night Pam Clack you were in it, we were hanging on the packed street with lots of friends and performers and peeps, you were just going on to sing a rap song and do some break dancing..lol you go girl!! then you walked away with me and started talking about issues from my last dream and walked me to the place I was the night before to continue the last dream.. part 2?! thats never happpend! crazy..well off I go into my day. I hope your day is great folks! love and blessings to you all!