Having established a pretty solid 1st chakra right now, I feel safe, secure, nourished with more awareness of grounding. Working in the 4th, heart, chakra and loving myself and others, has me looking back to the 2nd chakra and the right to feel. The anger issues that are coming up and the aggressive teachers I attract are all shadow issues of this chakra. There is a lot going on in this area for me, I have a lot of emotions and memories to sort through and reclaim. Every family( and I love mine greatly) has its inherited crap to work through, the environments form the child, now as an adult I have to do the work to dust off and heal the child and create new ways of being and allowing myself to feel and act as I deem . I've just realized I'm highly clairesentient to the sacrifice of my own feelings. I can totally feel empathetically what others are feeling a mile away, but haven't been able to deal with the complexity of my own. I remember years ago a girlfriend of mine trying to help me and asking me what was going on inside for me...it was highly frustrating, I couldn't answer:( it was like being in the entertainment department of future shop with all the T.V.s and stereos blaring at once... I went out got drunk and had sex with as many as were willing. Now after having had my awakening, I can now intellectually process the emotions that come up. It's a slow sorting process. But damn it feels good to be able to see and feel what is going on for me and to have the faculties to restructure my inner life. Because I live in my head my upper chakras are pretty good, but from the neck down, its a mess! lol. The lack of wellness is stemming from both the 2nd and 4th chakras... I will continue to work on them till good health results. Blessings to you all as you walk your paths! xo love you!